WHAT IF?

WHAT IF?

You see me smiling on the outside
But that all you see; smiles laughs and cherish-able moments.
But tears are running down on the side
Wailing crying in within
You see me okay
You see me laughing
But what if I'm crying for help on the inside?
You smell the scent i wear everyday
You read the lines i write each day
The happy love poems, sonnets i pen everyday
That's all you see, all you read
But what if I reek of death on the inside?
What if I'm intoxicated by pain and tears on the inside?

You feel the soft, smooth skin on the outside
You feel through my words
My wishes and dreams
But that's all you feel
What if I'm being shredded on the inside?
What if I'm wishing for a quicker death on inside?
What if I'm dreaming of the dark abyss on the inside?
I'm sure you can tell I'm happy on the outside
But what if I'm slowly dying on the inside?
Casually fading away into nothingness?

Written by:
Symon Saich
#the_modern_romeo
©2020

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