IF ONLY...



I've cried, I've wailed
And cursed the day I set my eyes on you
But all is pointless
I can just try
To forget the pain
To make the rain, raining upon my heart to fade away.
It's so hard
I don't even know where to start
'Coz you can't even get mad
For it was my mistakes
I bash my head against the wall
Wishing i could forget her face
She was like a dream
A dream you want stay for ever into
A wish that couldn't be real
If only wishes were horses...
And now the pain is ebbed deep in my heart
Bound on my broken soul
And all it's tearing me apart
Wishing i would have been smart
Wishing i could have seen her intentions from the start
And stop giving my heart a start
How i wish i knew
If only wishes were horses...
I would have bought as many as i would
And everything would have been true
If only...

Written by:
  Symon Saich
#modern_romeo
©2020

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