ART OF HEART POETRY

I've cried, I've wailed And cursed the day I set my eyes on you But all is pointless I can just try To forget the pain To make the rain, raining upon my heart to fade away. It's so hard I don't even know where to start 'Coz you can't even get mad For it was my mistakes I bash my head against the wall Wishing i could forget her face She was like a dream A dream you want stay for ever into A wish that couldn't be real If only wishes were horses... And now the pain is ebbed deep in my heart Bound on my broken soul And all it's tearing me apart Wishing i would have been smart Wishing i could have seen her intentions from the start And stop giving my heart a start How i wish i knew If only wishes were horses... I would have bought as many as i would And everything would have been true If only... Written by:   Symon Saich #modern_romeo ©2020

WHAT IF? You see me smiling on the outside But that all you see; smiles laughs and cherish-able moments. But tears are running down on the side Wailing crying in within You see me okay You see me laughing But what if I'm crying for help on the inside? You smell the scent i wear everyday You read the lines i write each day The happy love poems, sonnets i pen everyday That's all you see, all you read But what if I reek of death on the inside? What if I'm intoxicated by pain and tears on the inside? You feel the soft, smooth skin on the outside You feel through my words My wishes and dreams But that's all you feel What if I'm being shredded on the inside? What if I'm wishing for a quicker death on inside? What if I'm dreaming of the dark abyss on the inside? I'm sure you can tell I'm happy on the outside But what if I'm slowly dying on the inside? Casually fading away into nothingness? Written by: Symon Saich #the_moder...